i wonder... :(

im wondering..

wad kind of reaction will dum dum give..

if i gave u a present..

wondering..

wad will dum dum think if u receive it..

wondering..

should i really giv dum dum that present..

eventhough my frens told me not to..

but i feel like i should gave dum dum that present..

still got 3 months plus until her birthday..

i have told my fren..

to give the present to dum dum on behalf of me..

should i do it or should i not..

i dunno the answer..

can someone tell me..?

=(...

dum dum..

i saw u wrote there going out for breakfast..

i saw it..

i dun feel happy..

cause maybe u going out have breakfast with him..

dum dum..

i havent been happy lately..

all i think about is u with him..

dum dum..

i really dun feel like usually without u..

dum dum..

is it because i oreadi got used to the feeling that u were with me..

=( dum dum..

i dun wanna cry no more..

i juz wan you to be beside me..

dum dum..

i hope u understand..

........

dum dum..

every morning..

maybe u dunno...

i also purposely early go out early to college..

i always go early to college so i can get a glimpse of you..

i know wad im doing is wrong..

but its hard for me to see u at college..

i might as well secretly go take a look at you..

dum dum..

juz one look is enuff for me..

now days pass by very slow..

each minute pass by has been like hours..

everytime i got my free time..

the first thing or the first person i think about is you..

dum dum..

am i stoopid..?

u must be wondering..

this guys really getting on my nerves kan..?

cant he juz forget about everything and move on..

and etc etc etc..

but dum dum..

u dunno that how much i love you..

how much i miss you badly..

dum dum..

its oreadi may..

exam is coming soon..

dum dum..

take good care of yourself ahh..

dun get sick during exams..

u usually also get sick during exam..

dum dum... ='( i miss you..

Dummie..

dum dum..

these few nights..

i am waiting at ure house down there..

where i always at after when u angry me..

hmm..

i stayed there for like few hours..

dum dum..

do you know..

this brings back a lot of memories..

i really cant let go of you dum dum..

no matter how hard i try..

no matter how many things i do..

dum dum..

i miss you a lot dum dum..

i love you a lot dum dum..

=( dum dum... i miss you badly..

Stoopid!! Stoopid!! Stoopid!!

stoopid dum dum..

u know urself easy to get gastric..

still eat onli 1 meal..

u always get gastric can cause u very pain..

stoopid!!

really stoopid!!

call u remember eat on time..

but u never listen..

really stoopid..

dum dum..

remember eat on time ahh..

i dun u hav gastric all the time..

take care of ureself la dum dum.. =(



Dum Dum.. IMY..

Stoopid..

Dum Dum..

today i did a very stupid thing..

u remember u told me that u got frens stay there and always go asia cafe..?

after MOS thursday night.. i went to asia cafe..

im so dumb..

i tot can see u there..

day day i oso wish i can see u dum dum..

i at asia cafe..

i look here and there..

so i can get a glimpse of u..

dum dum..

i really miss you..

i really miss you a lot..

hope that i can see u..

Dum Dum..

dum dum..

how are u doing in college..?

are u doing fine..?

got ppl bully u ah..?

i cant ask u directly..

dunno wad will u think..

so i wrote it here..

hope someday..

maybe someday..

u will see this and come to talk to me..

dum dum..

u still remember wad i promise u..?

i dun wan go college..

coz i dunno how to face you..

and i oso know u dunno how to face me..

so i decided not to go college..

so u can go class..

dum dum..

study well ah..

wadever happens..

ill be always there for you..

Dum Dum.. I Miss You..